INTRODUCING A NEW, COLLABORATIVE COURSE FROM BOMBILORE

 
 
 
 
 

 “you either walk inside your own story and own it, or you stand outside your story & hustle for your worthiness.”

— BRENE BROWN

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Are you one of the many of us ready to free up vital energy trapped in old stories of not-enoughness?

Does it seems as though layer upon layer of unworthiness awaits you, showing up every time you say YES to what you want or NO to what you don’t?

The collective toll such stories take every day on our bodies, minds, spirit and dreams is immense. HONOR YOUR WORTH invites you to touch that immensity with love… and a conviction to change the narrative.

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❈ You feel continual pressure to be, do, train or heal more before you can be loved, show up with your gifts, or have what you most desire.

❈ Whatever you do, it never seem to be enough.

❈ You have a vision of who you are or what you long to be, do or create but feel a troubling contraction around clarifying it, trusting your capacity to bring it forth or prospering from it.

❈ You get flooded too often by comparison, self-doubt or imposter syndrome and, although you try to move through it, you know it dampens the fire of your self-expression & presence.

❈ You work in service to others’ healing, growth or transformation and need rock-solid energetic boundaries, self-esteem & right reciprocity to serve best.

❈ You’re interested in tangible ways to dismember the ways patriarchy lives in you & affects your creative process while re-membering new possibilities together— in partnership with each other, the Earth, the Ancestors & more-than-human beings.

 
 

WORTHINESS IS AN ON-GOING JOURNEY WE ARE ALL ON…

Toni Morrison once said, when writing her 11th book (!!), that she was sure that was the one where everyone would find out she was a fraud… 

IF THESE SYMPTOMS OF UNWORTHINESS TUG ON YOUR POWER & POTENTIALYou’re not alone. You’re not getting it wrong. You’re awake to what’s happening. It’s not about “getting worthy” once & for all, it’s about being in a lifelong relationship with your own mattering, in ways that focus on your gifts & power more than your pathos.

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Although a woman feels that if she is herself she will alienate others, it is just this psychic tension that is needed in order to make soul and to create change.”

—DR. CLARISSA PIKOLA-ESTES
WOMEN WHO RUN WITH THE WOLVES

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After Honor Your Worth, You’ll Have Learned:

How to put space between you and the wounding voice of unworthiness

by learning to be in empowered relationship to this visitor who will always know where you live + through understanding it’s function in patriarchal systems.

How to track & predict
cycles of unworthiness

by connecting with its important role in your creative process…

—Key to alchemizing not-enoughness into rhythms of deep self-worth needed to birth your visions.

a shamanic journey to connect with what you most long for

+ Otherwordly guidance to help you say YES to what you really want and NO to what you don’t.

3 mythic soul-questions
from the Baba Yaga

After hearing the tale, take these mythic questions in to the darkest days of the year with you… Answer them if you dare! Answer them in service to the year to come!

a plant medicine ceremony

with heart-healing Hawthorne, to wrap you in the love & acceptance of the natural world, as well as be shown a place within you that deeply knows your worhtiness.

an embodiment practice,
tarot spread & more

To deeply integrate all you’ve experienced into meaningly shifts.

 

+ Yummy Bonuses:

—WORTHY AF Playlist– available instantly, to get you in the mood once you enroll!

—An AUDIO TRANSMISSION & EXERCISE in Revealing the Many Faces of Unworthiness & The Truer Story of Your Worth

—Delicious give-aways EVERY DAY during live sessions

We Gather NOVEMBER 18, 19 & 20
10-1p PST / 1-4p EST / 6-9p GMT daily
(+available for self-study for one year)

$111
or 2 Payments of $57

($219 after November 18th)

 

[Replays available for one year.]

 
 
 
 

day 1: the telling of vasilissa the wise:
a baba yaga tale

w/ SARA MCFARLAND, SoulStoryteller, performance artist, Soul Initiation Wilderness Guide & Death Doula for the Great Dying

An unforgettable storytelling experience, allow Sara’s voice & drum to transport you deep into this universal story of initiation + receive 3 questions from the Baba Yaga, for you to bring into the wildish forest and the wilds of your own heart. Integration, discovery and transformation await, if you choose to answer her honestly and hear the magic of the truth within you.

  • Sara McFarland is an improvisational nature-based singer, SoulStoryteller and performance artist, guide, naturopath and ritualist. She works with Animas Valley Institute, Starter Culture and Feral Lunacy as a soul initiation wilderness guide and Death Doula for the Great Dying.

    Sara is passionate about remembering that which her ancestors were forced to forget, weaving the conscious reciprocal ritual practice of conversation with the Holy in the Wild into this world, and inviting others through portals into other worlds.

    Magic, song, story, ritual and guiding are sourced from these worlds and brought into this one. Sara knows she is born for this and is honored to offer her gifts to people who resonate with her. Find her at saramcfarland.com

Day 1 & 2: opening ceremony + facing the hag: asking for what you want & burying the dead.

w/ AMANDA VERDERY YOUNG— Writer, Soul Guide & initiated bhean fasa (Celtic Medicine Woman). Founder, The Wild Becoming Way.

Betwixt & between the happenings of our lives is a numinous, mist-filled place where we are neither here nor there, where endings meet beginnings and where doorways— to who we are and have been and may yet be— are opening and closing.

It is often just when one thing ends or something is about to begin that we come into most intimate contact with our sense of worthiness. Perhaps the end of a relationship marks the beginning of expecting more loving care for yourself. Perhaps a dream about to be realized has you questioning if you deserve it.

In this session, we’ll explore these ideas + take an shamanic journey to the Otherworld to retrieve insight on what it is you most long for & what’s ending for you, as ways to be in relationship with your immense & unquestionable mattering.

  • Amanda is a Writer, Soul Guide & initiated bhean fasa (Celtic Medicine Woman). She practices the shamanic arts in her Scots-Irish ancestral tradition– a broken tradition that is nevertheless wildly alive and eager to be re-membered.

    She is devoted to helping the beautiful humans hear & heed their soul’s calling through self-healing, intimate nature connection & everyday mysticism. She stands at the threshold between worlds, mirroring others’ power back to them and inviting them to cross into new worlds of possibility. She is known by the Wild Ones as She Who Sings Flesh on the Bones of Magnificence.

    She is the Founder of Bombilore, The Wild Becoming Immersion & this course. Bombilore is a made-up word combining bombilate (to hum, as in bees pollinating + lore (a collection of myths or knowledge).... a place to hum the story of you to life, since 2014.

Day 2: Magmatic Becomings: The Alchemy of Deep Knowing and Embodied Re-membrance

w/TEMPIST JADE— Eco-mystical guide, Ancestral liminalist, and Eco-philosophical writer.

What does it mean to listen for, trust in, and follow the guidance of our own deep knowing? That intuitive in-pulse that articulates itself through the soft animal of our bodies, signaling organismic wisdom waiting to be honored.

In a world where we are often taught to trust the external guidance of others above our own sensing, listening for, trusting in, and following our deep knowing becomes a radical gesture of embodied re-membrance. But how do we recognize the shape, texture, and sound of our deep knowing if our senses have been trained to ignore its directive presence? How do we begin to distinguish it from other voices within and around us? And how do we nourish this invaluable gift forged from the fires of ancestral, mythic, and earthen intelligence?

In this session we’ll dance with these questions, and through an embodiment practice you’ll learn tools that can support the re-membering of your own deep knowing. A knowing whose life pulses through the blood, bone, and flesh of your mattering existence.

  • Tempist Jade (They/She) is an eco-mystical guide, ancestral liminalist, and eco-philosophical writer with a focus in personal development, embodied transformation, and place-based becoming. Their work is a confluence of many traditions and practices, from nature-based underworld guiding and eco-depth & feminist psychology to animism and queer ecology.

    As an ancestral hybrid, they are a lover of crossroads. They passionately tend to the intersections of ancestry, mythos, plant medicines, gender, trauma, chthonic & cosmic spiritualities, inter-species relating, and place-based re-membering as pathways for the reimagining of emergent and unknown futures. They love this world, and their work is an articulation of that love. Find Tempist at feralmysticism.com

Day 3: mothering the inner-witch + tarot as vessel for sovereignty

w/CAMLYN MEDICINESNAKE—Wild Witch of the Reclaiming Tradition, Ritualist, Tarot Life Coach & Death midwife for human +more than human kin.

How do we parent the deeper identity and powers that are unacceptable & outrageous to a patriarchal culture that hardly acknowledges, no less nurtures, such gifts? What happens to our sense of worth when we are shamed for who we just naturally are? And how can we reclaim lost gifts, proclivities and passions— left behind or hidden long ago— by way of the very abilities or identities we felt we had to give up?

Camlyn will guide us through these questions, share stories & teach us how Tarot— and other ways of knowing generally— can deeply serve your on-going journey in hearing & valuing your own truth & sacred place in the world.

  • Camlyn Medicinesnake is a Wild Witch of the Reclaiming & Folk Magic Traditions, Ritualist and Tarot Life Coach. Her magical practice draws deeply from the special places she’s lived & the Land Spirits of those places— from growing up in Northern Minnesota, Colorado and Maui to the high desert of northern Nevada, where she resides now with her wild witch Daughter, beloved pets, Bear, Wild Horses, Rattlesnake & many other, more than human beings.

    Camlyn has spent many years deep in self-study in other ways of knowing, as well as under the tutelage of magical mentors, including her own grandfather, who is a Shaman. She’s apprenticed in & practices dreamwork, meditation, bone throwing, shamanic drumming with her own hand crafted drums, and centrally, Tarot as a core tool to assist clients with unraveling the mysteries and experiences of their own magical lives.

    Camlyn’s offerings include nature-based & seasonal rituals, death midwife services for human + more than human kin (she has been a Vet Tech with the Humane Society for over a decade), guided meditation, monthly dark moon circles & tarot-informed life coaching packages. Find Camlyn at medicinesnake.love

Day 3: lessons from the natural world in unconditionally valuing ourselves

w/ AMY TEREPKA— Somatic-Awareness Teacher, Earth Priestess, Ceremonialist, Plant Witch & Guide.

The wise plant beings know deeply their innate worthiness, their ecological niche, and place of belonging. They know and trust this about us too, and love to support the places inside us that believe and feel otherwise.

In this session, you will meet Hawthorn, a being who holds a field of unconditional love, and who knows that the sacredness of a human has nothing to do with what they produce or do, but only to do with the genuine nature of their heart.

You will bring your unworthiness tales to her, receive some guidance and support for your ongoing journey, and be shown a place within you that deeply knows your worthiness.

  • Amy is a teacher, earth priestess, plant witch, and guide, devoted to supporting folks reclaim their somatic wisdom, and breathe life into their relationship with the Earth and the animate forces of Life. Through bodywork and embodiment practices, guided journeying, plant spirit medicine, ritual, seasonal healing, and animistic practices, she devotes herself to being a space holder for your reconnection and belonging. She is passionate about helping you uproot the capitalistic, individualistic, and patriarchal stories that cut you off from honoring your body and your kinship with the Earth.

    She loves working with heart-felt and sensitive souls who are looking to gain a sense of worth, meaning and belonging by improving their relationship with their bodies and the Earth so they can:

    -Feel like they’re worthy and enough just by being themselves.

    -Feel safe and rooted in their body.

    -Learn to trust themselves.

    -Find a sense of belonging and place by having connection with the Earth.

    -Awaken and reclaim their intuitive senses and deeper ways of knowing.

    -Remember how to reconnect meaningfully with our non-human kin and the unseen realms.

    Find Amy at groudwaterhealing.com

from our mentees & past course participants:

 
 

The Honor Your Worth journey includes:

  • 6 Learning Modules: Opening Ceremony, The Telling of a Mythic Tale + 4 Interactive Lessons 

  • 5 Unique Practices for integrating the course material & serving your future journey

  • PDF’s summarizing each module & the practices offered

  • Replays of our LIVE course weekend for self-study, available for 1 year

+ Yummy Bonuses:

  • WORTHY AF Playlist– available instantly, to get you in the mood once you enroll!

  • An AUDIO EXERCISE in Revealing the Faces of Unworthiness & Connecting with Your Value, available immediately

  • Delicious GIVE-AWAYS EVERY DAY during Live Sessions (imagine 1:1 sessions with our guides & cozy autumn tings)


HONOR YOUR WORTH + Bonuses is Valued at over $700

Join us for $111
or 2 Payments of $57

($219 after November 18th)

 
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My name is Amanda, Founder of Bombilore & imaginario of this course, a part of my greater, Wild Becoming work. Amanda means Worthy of Love, and I can honestly say, this has been a most intimate summit for me. For a very long time, I mistakenly thought I needed to live up to the name. Now, I see the work is to embody it. The journey continues. My prayer for Honor Your Worth is that you will do just that, and be greatly helped on your way during your time in this cauldron. Affection of the Darkest Days to You. Yaga Sense to you. — Amanda

 

sweet darkness

When your eyes are tired
the world is tired also.

When your vision has gone,
no part of the world can find you.

Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.

There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.

The dark will be your home
tonight.

The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.

You must learn one thing.
The world was made to be free in.

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.

Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive

is too small for you.

-DAVID WHYTE

faq

Q: Where does this course happen??

A: This course will happen live on Zoom. A link to join will be provided when you register. The course will be housed on our course platform after that, which you’ll be given access to.

Q: Will there be replays?

A: Yes, replays will be available shortly after the live weekend. However, participants are strongly encouraged to attend live so as to create the strongest energetic field and powerful community container. Plus, we’ll be giving things away. :)

Q: How long will I have access to the course content?

A: You will have access to the course for one year. 

Q: What if I can’t attend the whole weekend live?

A: You’re welcome to come as much as you can live, and replays will be available the week after the live weekend for any segments you missed.

Q: Do I need any prior experience or know-how?

A: Other than the ability to join a Zoom call, an open heart and curious soul, you don’t need any prior experience or know-how.

Q: Are refunds available?

A: Not for this course. Due to the nature & delivery of course content, all sales are final.